5 years ago, my life spectacularly imploded I lost my husband, my health, and my career in quick succession, Everything I knew, gone in an instant. Indeed, my then, 4 year-old-nephew said that first Christmas, ‘Auntie Lollipops (aka Me) now that Uncle Chris is dead, you have nothing’. ‘Do not worry’, he said, ‘I will look after you for 100 days’. And they say…out of the mouths of babes…100 days, well that is a long time if you are 4, but if you are 42 then it was not going to